Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in xm9's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
1:10 am	...sad again I'm feeling down again. What's gotten into me?I'm back to my dark self, ready to blame myself for anything that happens around me...Right now I'm blaming me for using too much internet and got a huge bill and got scolded badly by mother...T_T (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 21st, 2006
12:44 pm	happy at last A ha ha ha ha I'm always a pessimistic and dark person, and I'm still now, but at last summer vacation has come, and I'm feeling surprisingly good, though I still have a difficult major-class requalify exam (oh never that, how shools in my country range and work) bcz currently I'm learning Photoshop and 3dsmax by online tutorials and I have a lot of fun doing them. I always want to be a hacker, but with all the huge schooltime, I don't even have time to do my homework, therefore, the time I spend reading the hacking FAQ was quite tiring, anyway my hacker forum was...hacked, and still not back..When it's back, I'll be happy and eager, I seem to have lost the dark, grouchy and pessimistic self for a while...:))) (Comment on this)